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-:-Hey all. After school, me and Bryttany went to the mall. That was a BLAST <-note the sarcasm. We ran into Lenny and talked to her for a while. I finally got another 0 for my ear. Then, we visited Lenny again, and left. I took Bryttany home, and now I'm home...bored..like always. Maybe tomorrow will be more exciting. Doubt it though.
-:-Later<3
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-:-Today was boring. School went fast 'cause I kept spacing out and daydreaming...
Afterschool, Brian hung out at my house for a while, that was fun. Then I went to Emma's where I proceded to eat all of her food. Then we went on a road trip with her mom... That was fun. Then her mom bought us Steak N Shake. It was good. Then I came home. Now I'm here, thinking. I think I think too much.
-:-Later<3
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-:-Hey all. So, this weekend was FUN... I dont't really feel like typing everything that happened so here it goes:
-:--FRIDAY--:-
HOLY SHIT HE REMEMBERED YOUR NAME!? OMG, THERE GOES MALLORY, ZAK, RYAN, RYAN, BEN, SCOTT, MEGAN, ADRIA, CHRIS, MALEKI(sp?lol), ANTHONY, AND OMG...EVERYONE!, I HAVE A CURFEW GUYS...IM ONLY 16!, ILL GIVE YOU 20 DOLLARS AND YOU GO BUY A NOTHER TANK TOP, GEEZE! OHKAY, I REALLY HAVE TO GO NOW. ILL REMEMBER IT I SWEAR. Wow emma wow...fuck you?! EXTACY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-:--SATURDAY--:-
OHHHHHH GOD WE'RE LOST. WAIT! I SEE BEN!, HOLY SHIT WILL RILEY...HIS HAIR?! WHERE ARE THE DRINKS! WAIT NONO...BANDS ONLY... TOLD YA SO. SHIT!...THERE GOES MY GOOD KNEE. WOW UP CLOSE AND PERSONAL. I TOLD YOU HIS NAME WAS ADAM! ILL PROTECT YOU! WOW, HE STINKS..BULLDOG!!!!!! THAT WAS INCREDIBLE, THATS WHAT SHE SAID! OHHHHHHHHH! BRYTTANY TAKE THE GODDAMN BUTTONS....SHE FUCKIN CRAZY. SHIT I FORGOT THE STICKER FOR LENNY...WE HAVE TO GO BACK!!!!!!!!!! DAMNIT...THEYRE GONE:-( WRONG WAY DANIELLE! WRONG WAY DANIELLE! WRONG WAY DANIELLE! I RETIRE. WOW, SCOTTS IN THE BATHROOM WACKIN OFF. Bye Kali! ALL AMERICAN REJECTS ROCK MY SOCKS! BEAUTY AND THE BEAST ANYONE??? WELP...EMMAS ASLEEP AND ITS ONLY 3.
There you have it... my weekend...I think the only ones that will get most of this is Emma, Kali and Bryttany. lol. ENJOY. <<3
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-:- Happy Thanksgiving everyone! So today I woke up, got ready, went to my mother's house and pigged out. All the food was delish. Then about 2 in a half hours late, we left to go to my aunt's house, and ate again... It was again, delish. Then I get home and noone is online. Then Lenny gets on and invites me to go see a movie with Her, Beth and their friend. It was fun... We saw Saw. Big number 3 for me! lol. But now I'm home... Bored..and I just put my 0's in, and am expierencing a never-ending annoying burning sensation. Good night.<3
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-:-Hey all. Today was actually pretty awesome. I needed it, I havn't had a really fun day in a long time in seems like. Well school was boring as always...EMMA ROCKED IN THE PEP RALLY!!!! :-D <3 Then i had to go to work, today my kids wern't acting like little hellians, it was pretty cool. Then I get home and Cyn wants me to go to the mall with her really quick. I get there, and see Candace. And then all of sudden Bald-Brian comes running up to me. Then here comes Lenny. (her, beth, and megan are so cool) Then I walk over and theres Scott, Jay, Megan, Beth, Kalie, and some girls I don't know. Then we went to best buy, and then Megan, Beth Lenny, Jay, Brian and I all went to steak n shake. Then to Meijer where Lenny and I attempted to stalk some guy who turned out to be ugly. lol we're so dumb. Then we took Brian home, and then Lenny took me home. Now I'm here, bored as usual. Later<3-:-
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"Only One"
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
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So...last weekend was fun...i hung out with seth on saturday. and since its just everyones business and all, we made out a lot and stuff. (cause ya know, i make out with tons of guys).
love always.<3
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three sleepless nights
this isn't how its supposed to be
but you are so good at taking your time
to get back to me
i will wait for you forever,
if you would just ask me
i thought that i could change you
but you changed me
but it doesn't feel right
holding someone else's hand
together on phone line
and living at two opposite ends
its scares me to think that you could find takers other than me and better than me
but you're head is elsewhere and im talking enough for both of us
when will you see it's not so easy for me
your careless and whispered insulting and bruising
and i thought that you said
things were improving
these laces are untied
but my feet are still walking away
(i fall from you eyes, your eyes i trusted, you said forever)
i never thought that you could say these words
is this really happening?
(don't say that we can still be friends)
erase my name from this page
how can you take all these days (what is inside of me what have i done)
and tow them away (is this the only way that you will notice me)
as i sit here waiting for you (dead words for closed ears all this is sung for you)
i stay upnights (if you are still pretending this is what's right)
until stars leave the sky (why cant you look at me can you only see)
knowing what my dreams can take away ( sides, your side, can take away)
walk away from me this night is done
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-:-Hey all... Yesterday was my birthday!!... thanks to all who acknowledged it! :-)after school, i went to work.. it actually wasn't too bad today. then i went home, and got online. i was supposed to go hang out with jon. but he was really sick :-( i was sad. then my night continued to get worse. it sucked. i woke up this morning feeling really sick, so my dad let me sleep in. i went to the doctor and found out i have an upper resporitory infection. yay. the doctor gave me drugs for it, so hopefully ill be all better here soon. now i have to get ready for work. yay again.
-:-later<<<3
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-:-Today was fun. I woke up, and got ready, me and emma met bryttany at the mall. Then, later we ran into Jordan and Jon<<<<<<<<3. Then we left. Went to Logo's. The first band was ohkay...the vocals weren't too good. The second band was pretty good. And of course Kingston Falls was really really good. I didn't really get to hang out with Jon today...:-( but hopefully again soon. Im not really tired.. it sux and Bryttany is already asleep. oh well. GoodNight.
-:-Later<3
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-:- I woke up this morning and got to talk to Jon before I went to school :-D that made my day start off really good. then i went to school, it sucked, went to work...it sucked too... Then, I went and picked up bryttany, and then, we went over to the -super fantastic- Jordan's house. Got to hang out with Jon. He's so awesome. Brian wrote me a song!! he's gonna sing it to me at my bd party!! :-D then we had to leave, i took bryttany home, and then brian. *LOOK AT 'EM GO BRIAN!!!!!* LOL. now im here, doing nothing...
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-:-I suck at updating. Last night Jordan, Brian, Jon and I went to the movies...It was fun. The movie was ohkay. It was raining when we got there, it was sooooo cold...but it was awesome, I love the rain. Today I learned that I'm an "EMO-philliac" LOL :-D MY BIRTHDAY'S IN ONE WEEK! THE BIG ONE-SEVEN...(ALMOST LEGAL!!)lol.
-:-So, my ducks are starting to just take over the back yard...my poor dog cant even go use the bathroom with out them cornering her agains the fence...poor dog. we have to let them go soon :::Tear::: I think im still sick, my voice keeps getting worse. I sound like a donkey. :-( Im going to bed, work is sucking the life out of me. Much love to you all.
-:-Later<3
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-:-Last night was fun. me and emma went to see andy's band. they were the best three days grace cover band i have ever seen. lol. "hey emma is that that one guy..wait no i dont think it is...omg! it is that one guy!!.. look!" FUN TIMES. Tonight was interesting. me and emma went and got money from my mom...I GOT A NEW PURSE! then went and got ben, and we went to broadripple to get our tickets. went to subway. walked. got lost. dropped ben of, then... off to target. Got to see Seth for a couple minutes. that was fun. then came home. ate pizza. watched tv. now nothing.
-:-things are starting to get a little petty. everyone worring about who said what about who.. it's getting retarded..
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-:- Last night was awesome. The ride down there sucked...it was sooooooo long. when we got there, we didnt know where to park so we just drove around for a while...then we fallowed some ppl to a parking lot and parked there. then we walked around for a while, and then went to mcdonalds. when we got back there were 65416513521 people there. and we just walked around and stuff. the good bands didnt play until later. Secretary was pretty good, i liked them. Then later... Evergreen Terrace played. it was my first time seeing them. they were amazing. the people that worked there got on stage and told everyone that they couldnt mosh/dance, so ppl were pissed, then when they played their last song..they told everyone to move and they didnt wanna see anyone standing still. so EVERYONE went crazy...then they got kicked off stage, and the police came on and said that the show was over and everyone had to leave. People went crazy and was throwing things at the popo and fliping them off and yelling "Norma Jean" so the head guy came on and said...if you guys mosh one more time, the show will be over. When Norma Jean came on.. everyone stood so still...but then, when they got to their first breakdown.. EVERYONE went nuts....They were so awesome. but then we had to leave. the drive home was very tiring. i almost fell asleep...and we only got lost once...go figure. lol. then i came home. got online. got bitched out for no aparent reason. didnt care. went to bed.
-:-Later<3
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Ohkay, I knew this would happen sooner or later:
-:-Steph-:-What can I say..7-8 years...that's a long time to have to put up with each other. lol. but this summer was by far the best summer yet. for as long as we have known eachother, we still have so much to talk about, even when i randomly call you, to see "whats up?" and then i have nothing else to say so we hang up. lol. I know you were excited about this summer and im sorry it didnt turn out the way you hoped, i think that happened to a lot of us. thanks for giving my car all its "memories". Love Ya!<<3
-:-Ashlee-:-We've seen TBS TWICE bitches! BACK UP!-good times- I again am sorry that this summer was kind of sucky for you, but we did have a lot of fun most of the time. thanks also for giving my car all it's "memories" lol. I had a blast hanging out with you this summer. i know you're worried about when school starts back up, but just remember, i gotcher back! lol. and if anyone fucks with you, just tell them, bitches back up! niggas bout to get cut! and then crew will come kick their ass!lol.. Love ya!<<3
-:-Emma-Lou-:-Goodness emma, where to start? From Still Remains, to Andrew cant skate, to The malcontents. lol. Your awesome, this summer wound't have been the same with out you. i hope we have lunch together or something at school. cause its gonna suck! if not, we'll always have our little 'meetings' at steak n shake when you need 'rescueing'. lol. Love ya<<3
-:-Bryttany-:-Even though you live 4398547394753 miles away, we still got to hang out a little this summer, and even though you have your BLONDE moments like, every minute..lol...i still had fun hanging out with you when i wasn't about to lose it lol. are you ready for this year? cause were gonna be the big "sophomore slutbags" this year. Im so excited, i cant wait! Maybe ass fag will come visit us everyonce in a while. Love ya cottage cheese<<3
-:-Ben-:-You are so awesome. You're like, the only 'guy' i can talk to about my 'problems'. this summer was awesome with you. im glad we have a couple classes together this year. so then ill have like, at least 40 minutes to dump my 'boy problems' on you. lol. Thanks for always being there for me, and i hope you always will be, ill always be here for you. i love you. <<<3
-:-Scott-:-I DON'T HATE YOU! Im so glad that i got to know you this summer, you're so fun to be around. thanks for all of our 'dance lessons' in steak n shake parking lot. those really paid off? lol. its gonna suck not being able to hang out with you as much..i guess ill prolly always see ya at the mall. lol. Love Ya<<3
-:-Zak-:-Sorry if i have ever done anything to hurt you or piss you off. i had a lot of fun really getting to know you this summer, and im glad i did, i hope everything works out for the best for you. im glad you're going to southport. Love Ya<<3
-:-Ryan-:-You always make me laugh, even when im pissed off. sorry about everyting. <<3
School starts in 5 days. it sucks. i dont want this summer to end :-( oh well i guess.. i love you all<3
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-:- dear who ever reads this,
last night, me and emma went to see the malcontents at the house. it was fun.. we didnt see ever band though, but we saw a couple.. Rosefield Rivals were really good, and so were Bottom Line. and of course The Malcontents put on a good show. Today, i get to go shopping! -for school clothes. i think that's the only positive thing to going back to school.-:-
Later<3
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-:-So, today i got accused of coming to work on drugs...hm. so now, it looks like im gonna have to take a drug test. not that i have anything to worry about. it just pissed me off. then to make things even better, it was my mom's birthday, so i got to spend the evening at her house. that just went fan-fucking-tastic. then my night got a little better when steph emma and i met zak and scott at steak n shake. that was fun. now im at home watching 'step mom'.<--such a good movie.-:-
Later<3
P.S: did you know that they made nintendo's built into t.v.'s?
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-:-[]monday[]went to work. came home. went to the canal with the crew + jessica. reenacted 'the great depression' ("the day that never happened"). talked to ben alot. came back to steph's. zak and scott stayed at sephs till 5-something. they left. we laughed alot. then slept.
[]tuesday[] today was a good day. i saw finch tonight! they were so amazing! the first band that played, 'first aid kit' they weren't that good. then, 'recover' played. they were ohkay/pretty good. when finch played, i got declothed, by a girl ((lol)) kinda scary. i hope i get to see them again on sunday.
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-:-[]friday[]-me and the ladies (and zak, ben, scott) went to logos to see never is a promise(didnt get to see them), a band that i cant remember their name, but they were good, roses over london (they were awesome), and ishia (were amazing). i saw a lot of blood tonight...yuk. couldnt talk to someone, cause im 'not allowd'. gay. went back to stephs. hung out for a bit with everyone. went to bed.
[]saturday[]-woke up. went to my moms for a bit. went shopping with my grandma. got an awesome bracelet. went home. got ready. went to see elijah at the emerson. the first band was ...ohkay. elijah was awesome. fall of apathy was awesome...got a little confused... :::maybe.under.the.speaker...ash?.or.no?::::: lol. hung out with the nicks, jackie, jared, jeff, and tim, and ash and emma and bryttany. went home. "wanna go to my mommy's???" "sophomore slut bags!" "slutbag" "ass-fag" "cottage cheese"..? wow, long night.
[]sunday[]-today was fun. woke up. washed my car. went to the mall with ben. went to eat dinner with my dad and grandma<-that was fun..? went and got ashlee and jessica and nick. went to the park. took ben home. went to steak n shake. saw zak and scott. sat in the parking lot. and then i took nick and jess and ash home. and now im at home. doing nothing. talking to rj. FINCH IS TUESDAY!!! :-D-:-
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-:-i woke up this morning to the phone ringing...it was my grandma. then i had to run cyn to the doc and then my gma to the bank. then me and cyn went to taco bell and then to wendy's. came home. got ready for work. when i got home from work, i called ben, and his mom answered, and she invited me to dinner. so they came and got me, and i went to carabas with ben's parents and his sister. it was a lot of fun...his family is so nice. came home, went to the mall. came back home...my mom called and needed me to go get her some food, so me and steph did that......it was ... very ........... interesting .... yaahh. came home, now im here.
-:-Later<3
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